I woke up at exactly 4:00. Eager to get to school early. I immediately ate my breakfast, took a bath and got dressed. I waited for my uncle to get up because the driver was sick so i thought it'd be better if he'll take a rest. What a SAINT.:>(cheska. getch mo baa?)

I kept changing the station in the radio looking for a song which i'll be able to relate with.
"i FOUND IT.:!" i shouted. "Selos by SANDWICH".

Of course this was it. Since the 12th of January came. It started and it is a fact the Matthew's part of this Cinderella-who-could-not-still-find-her-happy-ending-story. I was jealous of this girl. She spends too much time with him.

I hate him not her. The way he laughed with her ridiculous jokes. The way he stares at her. The way he comforts her when she's sad. It reminded of how bonded we used to be.

I talked to him already and he told me that the theories that were running on my mind were pure FALSE.

It was 5:45 when i came to school. It was still dark on the portion of the chapel so i decided to wait for the others.

For the millionth time life proved that the bus part of the trip was the best. We were teasing Louie with Carl Santos. We were laughing and laughing.

First stop was the rice cake factor. We saw how the processed started. Paolo and I were beside each other the whole time and yes, we saw how Ria cursed us.

Next was the fish factory. We were gonna have our hands on the fish itself. Callie, Brett and Mariah were being vain. It seems like the factory was a pictorial center. I was having so much time until:

"Larianne, here!" Matthew said, showing me the fish he was holding.
"Shit!" was all i could say.
"Ayiee" The witnesses of the tragedy said in unison.

Then we said "Byebye" to the our little fish friends. Time to go. We were in a hurry. Racing against time. We gave it our best shot. We gave our all. Unfortunately the bakery was closed.

Then we ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and...

-Oh damn forget it.What's the point of telling you guys? I was still affected with the Eric & Larianne's friendship break up. He was the perfect friend. He listened to ever word i said. He knows almost everything about me. He knows what to do to certain situation. I guess its time to face the truth. I miss him more than i've ever imagined.