Tuesday, January 13, 2009 Y 4:55 AM

***NOTE:

First of all, I wrote this not to make any further scandal about the both of us. We are just friends. PURELY friends. Well, we aren't friends. He's my brother in school and I'm his sister in school. If you effin don't know what's the meaning of brother and sister. Don't worry. I accept the fact that you're an idiot. kidding.:) ]



lets start of way back when i was in preparatory. It was my first day on my new school. There's was this tradition wherein after the assembly proper you need to the special pre-school dance. I can't remember the song title because that was almost a decade ago. But it goes something like :"O belinda. Back to back. O belinda. Turn.. ". On the part of the "back-to-back", you need to go grab your partner and sway together. Since Paolo was my first partner, he was the one i needed to do that freaky action with. I remember him wearing that little drummer boy costume. It was weird. He wasn't little. He was huge for a preschooler.


2nd part was the way back at 2nd grade. We weren't that close. Not even friends. I still remember him being rumored to be dating with Mary. Not really dating. Crush crush thing maybe.

I haven't heard of anything about him until 5th grade. This was the year when he found love. But unfortunately destiny didn't approve of it. It ended with him having no choice but to let go. The girl liked him though. They were just not sure if it was it since they were kinda young.


Another year needed to pass until we were finally in the same classroom and at the same time.

I don't know how things really happened. It just ended with me and him being fake siblings. We would talk and talk and talk all day if we had too. We should do our "secret hand shake", which everyone knows, when there's something nice we together did. Being close with him wasn't that smooth. There were some rumors that we were together.

Hell NO!, we aren't together. I think for them, seeing a boy and a girl being so close and telling they're only friends, is pure fantasy.

I tried to fix thinks. By applying the border line. It was my mission to not talk to him at least for a day. I couldn't stand it anymore. He looked sad. I wasn't quite sure if i was part of the misery. So congrats he did it. He persuade me to talk to him again without actually saying anything.

As of the moment, we are still what we were yesterday. Siblings. We don't care if they'll gossip about us and say: "Hey. Is Larianne and Paolo together?" and he/she will reply "Yea. They hold hands.". FYI. That isn't that. It's a hand shake LOSERS. Find a friend and make one. Just don't copy ours. okay sweetie?

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Paolo:]
-About the issues.If they can't accept the fact that were just friends, let them be. As long as we're still not crossing the line simply don't mind them OK? I need to talk to you. It's because I've a line up of problems and i think your the only one who'll understand me. We had were on the same situation remember? I told you about JAMES already. By the way I decided to give him another chance. thanks for being there for me always. For being the perfect listener, perfect friend and bro. I want you to know that I'll always be right here. Lets try not to listen to whatever they say.Just take care always. :)