I was gonna hit the "publish now" button. When something hit my head like lightning. So quickly i changed the entry and made it to this:

James is someone from my past. He loved me yeah. I loved him too. I made him wait.He did wait for me. I made the mistake not him. I know i did hurt him. But he moved on already. He already found someone who'd love him more than i did. Someone who loves him and wont make him wait. I did too. I moved on. I like someone else too. Someone who'll keep his promises. Someone who'll keep the waiting promise.

We thought we could last for a a life time. But we thought wrong. Everyone knew about us. When someone says "It's Larainne." They say "Oh. James' girl?". And they say the same thing when they say his name. They'll say his mine. I met his sister. I was the girl her brother waited for she kept on emphasizing that part.. She says his brother's obsessed with me which i don't believe.

I don't wanna site things we'd say and do for each other any further. Its time to erase his memories in me. I need to forget bout him. The liking and the loving. The time when he used to buy me ice cream. How he used to act when he shows that he's jealous coz' i told him JOE JONAS is the most handsome guy in the world.

Every thing's just pure part of HISTORY. Time to move on. Time to take a bow.