Saturday, January 10, 2009 Y 10:27 PM

I woke pretty early today. I went straight to the computer. I was suppose to watch ROMEO & JULIET for the 2 time in my life. But then by the half, I couldn't take the boredom anymore. I know what was going to happen.

It'll end up with The Friar helping Juliet to fake her death to escape the Wedding with David Paris. Then Romeo bought a bottle of poison thinking it was actually true. He walks toward the body of the "DEAD" Juliet and talks to her. Exactly after a second passed since Romeo drank the poison, Juliet's wake up time arrived. She saw Romeo holding the bottle of Poison and quickly stood up and talked to him for the last seconds of his life. Then Romeo dies while Juliet comes after killing herself using a gun.

The first time i watched it, i cried. No kidding.

After realizing that part. I hurried and double clicked the Yahoo Messenger icon. I waited for a couple of Second. Then POP.

Camilla the girl I saw yesterday send me a message.

"Larianne. You completely ignored me yesterday." She complained.
"Sorry. You ignored me first." I defended.
"Ignored you? I kept looking at you"
"Then why didn't you say HI?"
"Because you didn't say HI."
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"You wanna know the truth?" I asked.
"Truth? What truth?" She was confused.
"I'm Jealous."
"Why are you jealous?"
"Because every time you go to our school you always bond with Micah. Tell me. Was there even a time when you visited our school and left with me by your side.? "
"I don't know."
"You never did."
"Fine. Then it's my fault now huh?"
"It's not like that. It's just that you we never got to bond together."
"I was going to ask you. I was afraid your close friends who was there with you might think my being close to you even if i wasn't."
"Camille. They know you. I always tell stories about you. Fine. I'm sorry. The next time you visit i'll talk to you."
"Ok."

COLDNESS. The word came again. How long does it have to be with me?

I think she was mad at me. It wasn't my fault if i felt that way. But a part of it was my fault.


She was always important to me. Why? Simply because she was the one who was there when the BEST FRIEND-friendship between me and my former best friend Kyla ended. She was the one to tell "Don't worry. I'm still here for you. I'll be your best friend whether you like it or not." part. Whatever happens after that conversation I'll still be her friend. I'll always be there for her. I'll always be thankful for her existence. Too bad she doesn't know how much i love her.